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Notirikdan tirikni qurdik. Tirikni o'ldirib qo'ymaylik.
Dogfooding, sun'iy intellekt tobora tiriklashib borayotgani, o'z o'zini qurish va boshqa hayotga doir mavzular haqida.
— Deadlinegacha ulguramizmi?
— ulguramiz, deadlineni uzaytirsak.
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I will be 20 in 31 days
And the things I have now are not much different from what I had at 17.
Achievements, posessions, friends.
Does that I mean I haven't done anything in 3 years? That I wasted 3 years of my life?
From the side, maybe. The things I'm doing and have done I could've done way earlier.
So, what now?
Well, long hours of talks with friends and family and randoms taught me a thing or two.
1. Some days, survival is progress.
Apologies for not achieving everything at 20, was busy trying to stay alive. That's okay.
2. I'm not in a competition.
Many years of being the youngest in the room have slowly transitioned to being just another guy in the room.
But I'm not competing. It's so easy to think you're falling behind if you never look behind.
3. There's beauty in chaos.
No good ideas made good memories. Regression to the mean exists and even negative outliers make up for the most memorable moments.
If I could've done it differently, would I? No, not at all. I've built this identity, brick by brick.
And, quite frankly, I like being in trouble. I love the pressure. I love the weight on the shoulders, give me some more.
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40 yoshga to'lib 30 yoshimda qilmagan ishlarimga afsuslanishni xohlamasdim.
30 yoshimda 20da qolib ketgan ishlarimdan siqilgim kelmagandi.
20da 18 yosh paytim ushalmagan orzuyimni o'ylab o'tirishni istamasdim.
Bahor keldi, kunlar isiyapti. U bilan yana birlashish arafasidamiz.
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Qiziq dunyoda yashaymiz-a?
Uchinchi Jahon urishi yaqin bo'p turgan bir payt Gen-Z nima qilishni bilmaganidan kulyapti holos.
Kimdur "WW3 Anime Opening" yasagan, boshqasi bombalarga edit qilngan videolar yuklayapti.
Maktabni eng oltin yiliga kelganda Covid, bitiruvga kelganda Rossiya va Ukraina urushi, endi ishga kiraman deganda AI...
Hayot joyiga tushib ulgurmasidan jahon urushiham uzoqmasdek tuyulyapti.
Buncha ko'p tarixiy voqealarga guvoh bo'lishni xohlamagandik ochig'i.
Kitoblarda o'qib hayron qolar edik. O'sha tarixni hozir yashayapmiz.
"Menga nima?" deb yashab ketaversak bo'lsa ediya..., lekin yo'q. Keyingisi biz emaslgimizga hech kim kafolat bermaydi.
Bir jilmayib qo'yib, chuqur nafas olib, davom etaveramiz.
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