
STARGIRL
"وأنا لم أعُد أشتهي أي شيء
فأنا أشتهي كل شيء
مِن زمانٍ يليق بموتي
إلى أولِ المشي واللثغِ والأولِ الإبتدائي"
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اسف بس بحس انه مو فاضية لانزل او ماعندي خلق ف بنرجع للفكرة القديمة
Here we are, starting fresh But I don't remember What it feels like to feel whole How do you fix a hole in your chest? A Band-Aid? Cold compress? If a tree falls in the wood Would it make a sound If no one was around to swing the axe To cut off my head And stop the train of thoughts To derail the track And divert from the one-track mind I have? Having to go through things That make you strong weakens you It's a catch-22 So, what do you do? The flame, the heat Licking at my skin to a beat A rhythm, a release The flame consumes me I eat the pain, or it eats me A cavernous, carnivorous beast With an insatiable appetite And I'm just a bite, and I'm gone As who I once was goes up in flames I'm trying to change, to grow To tie this all up in a neat, tidy bow But I'll never know right and wrong Weak and strong A binary that already has complexities And shades of gray And I just want to be okay I can't keep burning through life this way Will it ever stop? There can't be more shoes that drop I need hope that all will be well That my heart will swell and fill the hole I need to accept what I can't control The secrets are told There's nothing new to learn or unfold I need peace To gather the pieces of my soul Or I will burn until there is nothing left
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لكنَّك لا تعلم، كم تُرهقني الأمور،
وتأخذ التفاصيل من روحي
وتبدو لي الأشياء التي قد لا تثير أحدًا؛
مأساة وأنا أفكر بها
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ابتسام الديات.
صوت اسمعه جوا الهاجس
كيف اسوي لصوته ميوت؟
كان يسحبني من هناك )))' .