Muborak Zakyrqyzy 🇺🇿🇺🇸

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it was like a dream

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the hotel we stayed at in Dubai, there was an English translation of the Qur’an placed in every room. When I opened it, I saw a QR code for free download, and most interestingly, you could even request a hard copy with free delivery to take with you.
All you had to do was scan the code and enter the hotel name, room number, the phone number you’re using in Dubai, and your stay duration.
Since we only had one day left before leaving, they said they might not be able to deliver it in time, but the hotel offered it as a gift instead.
A small gesture from the hotel, but one that carried deep meaning.
It’s encouraged in many Islamic traditions, to make the Qur’an accessible in respectful ways.
And I felt that intention in every detail.

After coming back home, I met with many of my peers,mostly people my age, two year older or younger. Talking to them, I realized how driven and hardworking they are. Each one is trying to improve themselves, and I truly admire that.
Even though,I noticed that many of them, deep down, feel unsatisfied with themselves.
When I ask why, they struggle to explain.
The main argument is often, “I’m not good enough,” or “I compare myself too much…”
Ahh, my little ones, you’re just 16 to 18 years old.
You’re studying, exploring, and just beginning to step into adulthood.
This process itself is incredibly difficult.
You’re learning to adapt to the reality of the adult world, starting to see life not through your parents’ eyes, but through your own. You’re beginning to feel it for yourself.
And alongside all that, you’re working hard to gain knowledge, to be proud of yourself.
That’s something truly admirable.
And don’t forget, not everything has to happen by the age of 18.
I understand the pressure you feel from the people around you.
But take a moment to realize,every effort takes time to show results.
In the meantime, stop comparing yourself.
Everyone’s path is different.
Some people succeed on the first try.
Some have to try again and again to reach what they want.
You’re not falling behind anyone.
The most important thing is that you keep moving forward.

to the people who says break-up hurts:
sure, but have you ever had a dentist hit a nerve while treating a “karies”?
that’s not heartbreak, that’s a full-blown existential crisis

well…
I finally got my visa renewed today. This year, even the renewal process came with restrictions and difficulties.
So I’m excited about the upcoming academic year. By the way, I’m officially a junior now!
Since I’m a hyperactive person, I find it hard to get along with slow-paced things or people.Thankfully, I didn’t face any issues like that!(except visa)

​back
here again…
while interning at the Supreme Court of Uzbekistan, I had my first experience within the country’s legal system.
Being part of judicial proceedings, reading cases, and reviewing decisions somehow made me feel like I belonged in this environment.
I was placed in the Civil Division, working under Judge G. Parpiyeva and her assistant B. Norboyev. They didn’t just guide me through the work, they did it with care, patience, and a professionalism that left a lasting impression.
I’m deeply grateful to Azizjon Jamolov, an Alumni Scholar of El-Yurt Umidi Foundation and LL.M. graduate of Pennsylvania State University, for his invaluable mentorship during my time at the Supreme Court of Uzbekistan.
From the very beginning of this journey, his support and guidance have made a lasting impact. With his international academic background and deep understanding of legal education systems, he helped me adapt confidently to the professional and academic environment here in Uzbekistan.It’s been an honor to learn from someone whose experience bridges global perspectives and local excellence.
Those studying law know how challenging it is to choose a specific path, whether in the public or private sector, civil, criminal courts, prosecution, advocacy, and many other directions. That’s why talking to professionals working in those fields, seeking advice, is not just helpful, it’s essential. If possible, interning in those areas is incredibly beneficial. Is this the kind of work for you? Can you dedicate your full energy and effort to it? In short, it’s a great opportunity to ask yourself these questions and to find the answers.
during this time, Iroda and I tried to manage our visa, annual reports, and return tickets.
we also had the chance to see our closest friends, didn’t even notice how quickly time passed.

are you feeling good?

​Some
weeks feel like a blur.
Everything moves faster than my mind can catch up with, new places, faces, expectations.
I found myself lost in the noise, unsure where to pause, what to hold onto.
And somewhere in that rush, I realized how easy it is to carry weight without knowing it,to move forward without really understanding where you’re going.
So I paused. I asked myself questions I hadn’t dared to before.
Some answers changed my plans. Others reminded me why I began in the first place.
But more than anything, this time taught me the value of having people around you who’ve walked further ahead, who can offer more than advice,
they offer clarity.
Not everyone sees when they’re overwhelmed.
Not everyone admits it.
But those who do, they begin again, more intentional, more grounded.

Bugun bir kitob doʻkoniga borgandik. Ayrim kitoblarni Oʻzbekistondan topib, hayron qoldim, ochigʻi. Topgan kitoblarimiz orasida, LGBT, hayosizlik va noqonuniy jinsiy aloqa qilishga undovchi adabiyotlar bor ekan. Oʻrtogʻim kamida 5ta shunday adabiyotni topdi. Yana eng yuqoriga transshaxsning adabiyoti qoʻyilgan. Rasmdagi kitob esa zanchalishlik va birjinslilik haqida yozilgan boʻlib, bu kabi xatti-harakatlarni qoʻllab-quvvatlaydi. Oʻzimga ham ikki yilcha oldin bir tanishim ʼʼDoriyan Greyning portretiʼʼ romanini sovgʻa qilgandi. Kitobni oʻqish davomida, kitob LGBT va gidonizmni betinim targʻib qilishini guvohi boʻlib, oʻqishni toʻxtatgandim.
Qadrdonlar, atrofingizda odamlar qanday axborotdan toʻyinayotganiga ogoh boʻlinglar.
Kitob doʻkonlari esa olib kelishayotgan kitoblari bestsellerligi uchun emas, manfaatliligiga qarab olib kelishsa, yaxshi boʻlardi.