
On the Spectrum
Uyingda hech bo'lmasa bitta chiroyli joy bo'lishi kerak :)
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How can anyone hate walking?)
The world is not built to take care of people with highly sensitive nervous system. It just isn't.
Isn't it late to welcome spring?)
and life goes on like a river that doesn't know how to stop.
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I am 4-month caffeine sober already. Time flies.
Daisy
Miller
Henry James
As soon as I read the title, I recognized the name. The lines from my favorite film went through my mind: "....Daisy Miller by Henry James, Dandelion Wine by Ray Bradburry, White Oleander by Janet Fitch..", said Adeline Bowman. I was extremely happy that I found this book. Or should I say, the book found me. Of all the other books inside the three-storey bookstore, it found me with its shiny but elegant look. It felt dear to my heart. Mayhap finding it felt like findinf a part of Adeline.
Back to the book. When they say, you never know when you find your person. The person whom you want to be your companion throughout your life. You, indeed, never know. However, you feel jolts of electricity throughout your body and something in you wants to trust that person. Of all the other fine people in your life, you just want them to be your person. Miss Daisy Miller only wants this - to be with a free man she could walk with, talk with, affectionately flirt with, mayhap to see him jealous sometimes. An American girl living in many different cities in Europe just wanted to be with a man who reminds her of her past, beloved country and its cities, her culture far from European exclusiveness, politeness, manners, hundreds of thousands of rules that prevent her to do wild things that young lady's gear wants. She is wild, free, innocently beautiful wanting to fly like a free bird who can go anywhere she wants, anywhere her heart leads. Crossing out these rules, not giving ears to the adults, not being obedient to any of them, yet extremely innocent-looking girl just wants to live happier and freer without this societal and "cultural" norms.
It was a small yet heart-warming book that I have ever read. While I was reading, it felt like I was walking down European streets under a mild sun, not the scorching that happen in summer, but the more forgiving one, looking at well-dressed and of course, well-mannered people, beautiful people. Such a lovely book it is.
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